| I STILL HAVE HOLIDAYS (: |
[Jan. 4th, 2010|10:18 am] |
No school, but i'm busy like a busy beeeee!
4th and 5th - Help out with TK's orientation
6th - SWIMMING AND LEARNING HOW TO SKATE! :D :D 7th - SWEEEMING!!!!! (by myself) idk why but I'm just in love with swimming. 8th - Outing with Dee and Hawa. 9th - Skating (or learning how to) with the babes from church. 10th - 11th - O LEVEL RESULTS ARE OUT!!!!!!!! OMG . I TOTALLY CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! 12th - Mahjong at charmie's house! :)
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| IT'S A NEW YEAAAR. :) |
[Jan. 2nd, 2010|10:27 am] |
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okay I am supposed to go and meet kenny to watch alvin and chipmunks 2 at 11 later. But I shall do this short and quick post first!!
2009, IMHO, was a pretty sucky year for me. yes i know, many wonderful things happened. But when I think back, it just seems like all the bad stuff just outweighs the good. nawhmeans? But anw, I shall just try to summarise 2009 :)
- O LEVELS. Studied Studied Studied until I went crazaye. MONKAYE! - Fell out of a relationship. That one kinda hit me really hard. Idk, call me foolish, call me naive, call me stupid. I don't care. But I've learnt my lesson already. - FRIENDS! Made some new ones, became closer to a few of the ones that I already knew. Become more distant with some. Fought with some. Patched back again. Pretended to patch back with some, but actually I'm still not okay with them. But nvm right? Let bygones be bygones. I just don't want anymore drama. I just want to say that I know who my true friends are and I know who are the ones who I can count on for years to come. - FAMILY. what can I say. I love my family so much. I'd sacrifice my life for them. They mean that much to me. Boyfriends<Friends<FAMILY!!!! 'nuff said. - God. Actually, tbh, I think I drifted away from God in 2008. I was too caught up with myself, my own needs and the superficial things that I thought were of importance to me. But no, I was wrong. Despite all the crazy drama and heartbreak that I went through in 2009, God has been faithful. And even though I've turned against Him so many many many times, He's still be welcoming me back with open arms. I remember that someone and I always used to tell each other that in our lives, we were each other's constant. But as I very well know, we were very wrong. THE ONLY CONSTANT IN MY LIFE IS: GOD!!!!!!! Amazing love, I know it's true. And it's my joy to honour you.
So for 2010 I just hope that: - I'll continue walking in faith and get closer to God. - I'll stay close to my family as well. - I can make new friends and keep the awesome ones that I already have. (if you're not awesome... then I'm sorry! ^^) - I can grow taller (!!!) - I won't get fatter - I can join tennis! (MY DREAM!) - I can get into a jc that God has planned for me. (no longer what I want. but what He wants)
And for 2009, some people have made me sad/angry/frustrated. But I'm lucky because
Some people just knew how to make me smile. :)
and oh no! its 1030 alr. I'M GONNA BE LATE. so much for a short entry :(
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[Dec. 31st, 2009|01:16 am] |
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| | angry | ] | Thanks a lot ! (Y) I feel so awesome now. I can totally smash my head into a wall and the pain would feel so good. I feel like such an idiot. OMG. SERIOUSLY. FYL FYL FYL FYL FYL FYL. TYVM. I feel so humiliated and embarrassed.
FYL!
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[Dec. 31st, 2009|01:31 am] |
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I don't want to be slow dancing in a burning room.. |
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